Two Weeks on Trail: Why Am I Doing This?

“Why am I doing this? No one is making me do this.” —These have been my thoughts, sometimes multiple times, nearly every day I’ve been on Trail. More often, it’s when it’s pouring rain, cold wind whipping my face, and all I can hear is the groan of swaying trees and the swish-swish of my rain pants that eventually soak through. But then, sometimes only moments later, I look around at where I am, feel my legs getting stronger, get to a peak, or the top of a climb, and I feel triumphant. The lows can be low but the highs bring a new kind of satisfaction that is unlike anything I’ve felt pre-Trail.

Two weeks in and the best way I’ve found to describe my AT experience so far is a rollercoaster, both physically and emotionally. Every day has literal ups and downs, sometimes very steep and rocky ones. I’ve walked the trail as a river, with water flowing around my feet (and through my shoes) for most of 11 miles. I’ve had to stow my trekking poles and climb hand over hand up Albert Mountain. I’ve crawled under and clambered over fallen trees and also fallen down from tripping over my own feet.

Emotionally, everything feels more raw out here. When the sun is filtering through the trees and I’m surrounded by wildflowers, hearing birdsong and bumblebees, I feel joy and deep gratitude. I am proud of my legs and feet and back that have carried me and my pack over a hundred miles and all the way from Georgia and into North Carolina. Even when I am cold and wet and questioning my hike, there is a deeper surety that it is a blessing to be out here, feeling all of this.

I’ve learned how to manage and doctor my blistered toes and am getting faster at my camp chores and packing up. I love the simplicity of my days, and my autonomy on Trail. It is entirely up to me to determine where I sleep, how far I hike, what I eat, and where I stop to just sit (and usually snack) and marvel at where I am and what I’m doing. I love meeting fellow hikers and hearing about their lives and backgrounds, all so different and unique, but united in that we are all out here on the same great adventure. The trail can be magnificently beautiful, with layers and layers of ridge lines and vibrant sunrises and sunsets, but the people are the best part. The kindness, openness, generosity, and community of the AT has been wonderful to experience so far.

My first day on Trail was stormy, cold, and I was soaked through. The wind was fierce and I watched a tree fall along the trail up ahead of me with a loud crack. I was scared, until I reached the shelter and found fellow hikers hunkered down there. I’m glad I didn’t have reception to call anyone, because I’m sure I’d have cried. The next two days were sunny and lovely and I appreciated them so much more after weathering a wet, scarily windy, and cold first day. Seeing the first white blaze on the top of Springer Mountain was exciting and overwhelming, knowing I’d be following them all the way to Maine (🤞). Georgia surprised me with hard climbs, sweeping views, and a snake on my second morning. On my third morning, I got my trail name— “Catch Up” (thanks, Buck!) because I’m catching up to my Dad.

At Neel Gap, I stayed in the hostel with a great group of fellow hikers, took my first shower in a week, and ate almost an entire pizza. I replaced my rain jacket, after my original one started to fall apart (turns out it was about ten years old), and set out the next day in the pouring rain. Thanks to my pal Cocoa for braving the storm with me and making those miles fly by.

I took a day off in Hiawassee, GA, (thanks to Charzard for the ride into town!) washed everything, and ate more food than I thought was possible. The folks at Barney’s Tap & Grill are so nice and the food is great. I went for dinner and breakfast the next morning. Walking around town in my pink crocs is something I’m still getting used to, but they’re good camp shoes and people seem to guess I’m a hiker right away.

This past week seemed to go by even faster than the first week. The border crossing from Georgia into North Carolina snuck up on me, and it was exciting to reach that milestone. Most days were gorgeous hiking weather, and I stayed dry all week. The one rainy morning I spent in the refuge of a shelter until the rain passed. That afternoon the skies cleared and I had clear views from the Albert Mountain Firetower. The room up top was locked, so I felt plenty brave climbing up to the first platform and then hurrying right back down. After that, it was only a couple minutes walk until the one hundred mile mark. Only 2,092 miles to go!

Special thanks to Perry and Susan for hosting me in Franklin—a highlight of my trek so far! Delicious food, snuggly dogs, and wonderful company. On and off trail, the people (and dogs) really are the best part of this journey.

—Catch Up

Gone Walking…

Six years ago, during the summer I worked as an adventure camp counselor, one of our trips was to the Nantahala Outdoor Center for rafting and a night camping in a shelter on the Appalachian Trail. The next morning we hiked back out the way we came. I remember looking down the trail and thinking about how fun it would be to keep going, without a gaggle of campers to corral. For several years after, hiking the Appalachian Trail was on my long list of “things I’d like to do someday”. I guess it’s time to tell the internet that someday has turned into tomorrow.

Two summers ago, my parents and I did our Rim-to-Rim hike of the Grand Canyon. In July. We survived, and I started thinking more seriously about making my AT hike happen. The clincher for my decision was when my dad asked me what I would think about him hiking, too. Three weeks ago, my dad, now known as ‘Tiger’ on trial, started hiking. I figured I would let him knock down any spider webs and send me back tips and tricks. The plan is for me to slowly catch up to him and then we’ll hike together.

Goodbyes have been the hardest part of this journey so far. A month ago, I left my job in DC, taking some time to organize my move and spend time with the wonderful people who made the last three years in DC some of the best of my life. Then two weeks ago, I drove from DC down to my parents house in South Carolina. I kept prepping and organizing and spent precious time with my family. Time has moved so strangely since these plans have developed into my reality. I almost can’t believe that I’m sitting here on the porch of the Amicalola Falls Lodge, looking out over the rolling green of the North Georgia Mountains.

To my friends, neighbors, former coworkers, and family who have been so encouraging and supportive in the lead up to this adventure, thank you so very much. I will do my best to keep you updated as I go.

P.S. Cross your fingers it doesn’t storm on me ALL day tomorrow. But hey, no pain, no rain, no Maine. 2,192 miles to go…